My First YouTube Video! What!!!

I am such an extremist. Whenever I launch something into the world, like a new Etsy shop, or the You Matter Boutique Website, or my Podcast, really anything new that I do, I instantly freak out thinking "wow a million people are going to see this, am I prepared for that today???"

Like literally I think a million people are going to see my YouTube video in the first 5 minutes its launched... Well to bring me back to earth and burst my bubble. As I am writing this blog, we are 2 hours into the launch and there is not a single view LOL. 

I mean maybe people are actually busy working at 1 in the afternoon on a Tuesday. I don't know. This is just how I am and I do believe deep down in my core that someday I will launch something into this world and it will be big, crazy and exciting. Like I cant even handle the outcome and need to ask my husband, kids, best friends, and close family for help that day. 

Yes it is going to happen.... however that is not going to be the case with this first YouTube video of my speech at my very first women's event that I hosted in March. And that's ok. Its not meant to be. But hey if you want to go check it out because you have 40 minutes of your busy life to spare, here is the link. 

https://youtu.be/t2LBLYybF7o?si=S9T6YO4xVpyp8sQB

I would recommend grabbing a cozy spot, blanket, beverage of your choice, notebook and pen (and maybe a kleenex if you are like me at all and have a genetic nose running problem or your eyes may randomly sweat from time to time) 

But I hope more than anything, it encourages you to Believe in YOU. Your gifts, your talents, your purpose in life are far to great to not be used! 

So enjoy, give me love (and grace) as I share with you my first on stage speech!